You may say I'm a dreamer, but i'm not the only one

Happy half year my love (:
Thanks for zee lovely present (: Its loveleh!
Its been totally awesome (:

Looking forward for more more more lovely memories with you(:





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The whole week. Pretty drained.

Monday was, Stencil practice. So cool (:
This is mine! Placing a bit wrong but it looks cool thanks to Ali's help (:
Gonna do more if i have time.

Had first tutorial class after that class. Okay, interesting (:

Tuesday was refining icon day. gahhh D:
And also discussion for drama, we last minute changed the plot again.
Which is a good thing (:

Wednesday whole day practice!
Lined up at BK for RM 1 whooper. Delicious. But waiting for an hour was suffering.
The people behind was a bunch of Taylor's students. And for the hour their conversation was like

"Eh how many burger should we get? We should totally like get 50 of them. But what if nobody eats them? Oh no we have this and that to eat them up for us lah. Hey where have you guys been we've been queing up and then we went off but then we came back again. RM1 cheap hor but then i don't know la still deciding. Eh your car what car? Kancil? Can fit how many people wor?"

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Shut up already can you like stop asking among your friends how many burgers to buy its so annoying!

And the lady in front, well she didn't start until like the last 20 minutes when her noisy friend came over.

"hey i went to Bali that time and i bought this watch. nice right? And then i went there with my lawyer friend and pharmacies friend. And they were telling me i should bring extra cash when i vacation i mean they are richer than me like why should they say that? ... "

And it goes on. Oh god.

And i fell ill during the night.

Thursday already having sore throat. And having drama that day -.-
Perspective class... Usual.

Drama time. Pressure is on.
Iris really strangled me and my whole face was red. Lol, things i do for assignments.
Have to act out happiness. My topic, lifetime supply of ramli burger man (;

Got strong B+ for group work, individual happiness thingy, A-
Again, entire class got A- Haha.

Still sick as a dog.

Friday is slightly better. But didn't had a good start.

Waited for sis to arrive work took longer than i expected so therefore i have extra time to spare.
Before that wanted to buy food, saw a parking and there was a car behind but he didn't put signal shit. So i just park la. After i park only he go put signal -.- Pet pet. Give you sei uncle.

Then rush rush to college. Know no parking outside already so haih parking inside walk more pay more lu.

Then rush to class cause *cough*

Thennnnnn rush rush rush rush rush rushhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

Then went to Ichiban Ramen with Denise, Shir Lee and Evelyn to have lunch. YUMMY ^^

Got home.



THEN WAS TODAY :(((((

I was reversing my car as usual in the morning. Pudding was behind the car and Muff was on the other side of the gate.
Then i saw Pudding run already and Muff disappear, so i reverse la.
Suddenly i hear MEOW. and i was like WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
I got down and Muff already ran away. And i saw... His fur on the floor 0.0

T.T SO scared okay.
Didn't see him until evening when i was looking for him outside.
I thought i hurt his tail because there was black fur, the only fur that is black on him is his tail and his.. head.

When i found him i was like GASPS.


WHY IS HIS HEAD BLEEDING?? :(
Okay, honestly i don't even know how could the wound end up on the head? :/ Someone can explain please? Lol. very curious how come there is a line instead on his head?


Poor thing :((

Quickly took him to the vet.
Okay he looks really moody :(
And have to shave his head.


And now i am tired. So bye :/

BAD DAY I TELL YOU.
And i told Cardin this in the bus this afternoon.

I shall talk about today and today only.

FIRST, my mom gave my sister money who then passed it to me to give my aunt.
I was packing my assignments and left the money on the floor..
Went and play DS on the other room, remembered, went back for it and it went missing -.-
WTF???
I was looking everywhere, and until now, i can't find it. RM300 :(

OKAY THEN, walked to LRT station, motherfucking hot la deng.

Took the bus, then my side of the seat, the air cond started leaking on my arm -.-
FUCK YOU STUPID BUS.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.


Reached Pyramid, ate McD.
Waited damn long, lucky i didn't line up for it Cardin did if not i would throw a bitch fit right there.
Stupid fucking lala-s and si hums. Cibai kia. Crowd the whole Pyramid nia ma.
And no soft drink, sohai McD.

Go to class two hours early.
Bored to death and wasn't feeling good and sleepy like mad.
Class started and boring *snoozes*
Seriously boring lahhhhhhh...

Class ended like 5.30+++++
Rush to bus stop cause i don't wanna leave my cousin alone at home plus have to feed cat.
Waited for bus like an hour -.-
SHIT ASS JAM.
JAM JAM JAM JAM JAM JAM until 7.30 reach.
Lucky get to sit if not my whole face black like charcoal i tell you.

Sky is dark and have to walk home -.-
FML.
Walking half way, suddenly a motor stopped in front of me and two ah nehs staring at me.
I think i nearly got robbed.
FUCK, I RAN FOR MY LIFE.
Lucky got car passing by that time cause if there wasn't any car, i don't think they'll stop and stare at me, prolly just grab my bag and run for it.
I ran home, i looked back and ran home and ran and looked back and ran somemore.
Fucker, i got home tired as shit, face purple like crap.

Got home and its a mess.
Muffin and Pudding hungry.
Feed them and find for money again.
Told my sister and she help me find, then yeah go out buy food come home eat.
Put Muffin back in, Pudding missing -.-
WHAT THE FUCK. NOW CAT MISSING.
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Can you imagine how pissed off my day is today?


I walked up and down the stairs don't know how many times i am gonna burst.
Got out of the house and saw Pudding on my neighbour's roof -.-
HOW NICE.
Thank god it knows its name and came back.
LIKE PHEW.




In conclusion, i am damn damn damn damn tired.
In every way possible.
Very tired.
I am just gonna cry myself to sleep tonight.
My body is aching, its so tired, its gonna break down.
Rushing every morning to do feed cat and clean shit, having lectures, taking the bus, walking home, cleaning cat stuff, feed cat, buy dinner, clean house a bit, wash clothes, dry clothes, put back clothes, do assignment. THEN ONLY SLEEP. Walau.
So exhausted, my brain is gonna explode.

SOS.

Like A Boss.

Today morning wasn't jam. SURPRISE SURPRISE. LOL.
Hann took me on a bus trip since someone was *ahem* driving today.

And had time to have breakfast with him.
Sarawak mee was awesome possum ;)

Got to class in time.
Its homb boring and thank god class ended earlier.

I think we were like so god damn sesat and end up eating at Secret Recipe.
Erm, okay lahhh. I still suka BBQ Plaza :D One day lah, one day we all shall eat there :D :D :D

Figure. HAIHHHH. Its bad enough i suck at drawing, you still expect me to draw face. LOL.

When i got off the class it started to rain -_______-
Yeah it was the FML moment.
Waiting waiting waiting. Then this lady stranger came and talk to me about the bus.
Yeah, somehow i've been talking to strangers. LOL.

Then another foreign woman came and talk to us. LOL!!!

Packed, jam tuesday. Boohoo.
At the top nearby Taylors i saw Yu Jie.
After awhile Nicholas Leaw ( I think thats how you spell, LOL), and Wee Liam approached from where i was standing and we were like HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

Then Yu Jie was also like HIII after awhile.
And well, we were talkng the hot topic for the week.
WHICH IS DISGUSTING.
One of my schoolmates (i'm so emabaressed but i can't tahan), posted nakes pictures of himself ON FACEBOOK!! And one of it, he was tasting his jizzz. LIKE WTF.

Anyway, dropped off at KJ there but then apparently Yu Jie said they do drop off at the bus stop nearby Tmn Bahagia too. So yeah, experiment sikit kan.
I thought its the one directly opposite the station. Tim chiii, its quite far. LOL.

Neverminddd, Yee Zhien, Yu Jie and Wee Liam teman me walk although it was pitch black.

And since it was pitch black Yu Jie offered me a ride home. Thanks Yu Jieeee (;

Okiez, i am homez. Andz tiredzz.
Andz Victorz and Weez are like super influencing me with all this things!!
WIth the Zzzzs and Like A Boss song which is now stuck in my head.

Your love's a drug

Cool. Didn't thought my previous post would be in one of the most popular bar up there in 24 hours.

Thank youuu nuffnang! I think i've been up there like 5 times already :D May not be first in line but i'm not pushing it.
And RM 30.40? Mhmm, thanks nuffy (:

I pretty much had a meltdown yesterday. Whats even more pathetic was when i started sobbing on the phone. And on the line was none other than Nicholas Chin. That was embarrassing. Heh.
Thanks best friend (:

What was the meltdown about? Well, something that just fucked the shit outta me.
I'm sorry for my language but i think things could get out of hand and i freaked out. And i think its about time i should be freaking out. Paranoid or not, i don't give a damn.

And thanks Dopeyyyyyyy :D Although you ditched me the other day. Snoozing off.

My new found friend has a lot of new found names xD
He's an animal fanatic. And i've mention is before, has a fetish for monkeys. LOL.
Has a monkey on his bag and the other day in the bus, saw and told me that a dude has a monkey handphone chain on his phone. Mhmm yeah, prolly turned on or something. *smirks*

I got zits all over. Face.
Chin, nose, eye brows, forehead. Nooooo~
Haven't did a facial in a month. Should do one later. After painting my toes.
And now they are pale pink! Just like my fingers excpet my fingers have polka dots. Which i'm bored of already and need new nail colour. Maybe for CNY (:

And perez gave out a spoiler for GG.
And if you DON'T WANT TO KNOW, PLEASE SKIP UNTIL YOU SEE PURPLE LINE.

Omg omg omg omg i'm gonna kill the writers.

THEY ARE BREAKING BLAIR AND CHUCK.

But i guess its good since the episodes of them are getting boring lately. We need something spicy. LOL.

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I just just JUST thought of something for my packaging idea already :)
And this brilliant idea of mine came up when i was hungry! And hence what product to package was born!! Now just thinking of how should the box be like (:

Drew a few objects and i'm bored already. Booooo~

Nick just dropped by with cheesy fries. Yum.
But its err too cheesy in a way? Now i'm just full.
And being ignored because he was chatting with my mom instead and i was there listening. Lol.

Boohoo, i can't go to Shaun's farewell party. No transport :(
Shaun is leaving on the 27th to NZ. Bummer.

And please stop sending me all this things in facebook!!
Whatever pillows and teddy bears :/ Bahh. Looks ugly on my wall!
And group invitations that are pointless.
Like "When i was young i used to say 'I dont friend you anymore' when i was mad ." This kind of things. I mean its nothing wrong to join lah. But i just don't join because its like suffocating my space. Weird i know. OCD?

Your love's a drug by Leighton Meester is seriously good and addictive like woahhhh.
Doesn't sound like her.


I'MMA SLEEP EARLY TONIGHT. WAKE UP EARLY TOMORROW AND LOOK PRETTY.
BECAUSE WEE ALWAYS TAKE PICTURES AND I LOOK LIKE SHIT.

One moment in time.

I cried this morning when i woke up.
Because i dreamed that my sister threw Pudding and Muffin away.
Like seriously tears came out!

Aawwww, cats are so cute. I can't live without them now(:

Meow, not my cat.

Sunday is a tiring day.
Because i did my spring cleaning.
My bedside table and books.

Like i'm really sorry trees, i used up so many papers and books.
Now the room looks kinda empty. KINDA only.

Found some seriously funny stuffs while i was cleaning my jewelery box.
"Lust Worthy" was written on a key chain given to me by Elvina(:
Ex boyf's gifts.
Lotsa earrings, time to get rid of them.

Hmm, just got an idea of a new picture! (:
Oh yeah, coming right up soon aite?
Bet you guys miss seeing my face. LOL!!

LOL. This is some funny shit.
Its some prank lah obviously.

BTW, this is so cute :D
Courtesy of Idreamtobreakaway.

And currently, one of my hidden to-do list.
GG MARATHON! :D
Finishing up what i'm missing.
Kinda reluctant to watch at first because the mood isn't there no more.
Now no more, its super exciting :D :D :D
And the threesome episode, AWKWARD!!
Haha.

He said he's so in love

I am too in FYPG! :D
Su Wei got her picture posted there and i also couldn't resist and sent one of my picture there.
And success! :D

And i now found a couple of blogs with my face on it. Pretty creepy yet so cool. Haha!

I'm feeling pretty chio now lah. HEHE.
Let me chio sikit.
OH, i'm so full of myself today.

Will be back to see the Greens next month after my SPM.
On the 12th.

Sleeping with my babies tonight. Its like a slumber party. Wohoo!

But they are currently running around like cats. Hyperactive at night.
(You can see my mom's horrible top behind. HAHA)

FINALLY, watched When Harry Met Sally.
It was a good movie.
Yeaps.
Can men and women just be frineds?



Also watched Interview With The Vampire: The Vampire Chronicles.
Gahhhhhhhh.
Got a very young Brad Pitt, Tom Cruise and Kristen Dunst

Got myself a slurpee.
Scary thing in 7-11 just now.
I went in and two guys at the counter was staring at me.
After they both payed, they went behind those racks and stood there staring at me!!!
Not perasan, its serious sial scary.
And so, i stared at them, giving them the message "WHAT ARE YOU STARING AT PUNK!?"

I lined up at the counter and again, both staring at me!
Told my sister, she also thought so.
We quickly get out and walk to the car.
And they both came out and stare at me 0.0

I walk damn fast to the car.

Oh, they both do look hot here.

Dinner gone bad

not a good day.

The drama didn't go well. BUT NEVER MIND. It was fun(:
*claps for Tarvinder & everyone*

And obvious fact, my classmates have a mind of a 12 year old(:
Our tree props, they go use and play. -.- In a way thats eww.

Tuition was good good good.

Cousins and aunty and uncle came over.
Baby Nicholas & Alex are just the world sweetest ones.
MAKES ME GO AWWW.

DINNER GONE BAD.

Yes thats my tittle.

Went to eat at Paris.
This time Baby Darren and Lucas came to with another uncle aunty.

Baby Lucas sat on the baby chair, and the hot water was on the table.
Actually it was on the lazy susan.
And the unstable lazy susan just went like senget.
And all the just went SPLASH!!!!!
I thought Lucas didn't kena because he was having such slow reaction.

After that everyone PANIC!
His skin was peeling and in split seconds the grown ups went to hospital.
Leaving me with 3 kids and and uncle at home.

Sister and EVERYONE went off shortly.
Leaving me with 3 kids and two maids.
Maids were helpless.

After Darren slept, i have a hard time with Nicholas and Alex -.-
VERY HARD TIME.
Nicholas kept biting me and Alex kept asking me to read story.

And their english has such a heavy british accent that its hard for me to get what are they talking. Sorry lah i pariah.

I end up reading three books that i magically found in my cupboard.
ENID BLYTON.
Yes, they were adorable and annoying in a way.

But it was finally settled after i left them alone.
THEY SLEEP I ONLINE.
AFTER like TWO LONG HOURS.

Not gonna have lots of kids -.-

The Life Goes On

Yes, shall not mention that incident that happen few days ago.
Still have nightmares about it. Oh my god.
To those who knows and cared, thank you(:

ANYWAY, life goes on.
Maybe i'll just have some phobia.

Nothing much else happen besides that.

Erm, had a 7 hour non stop wii marathon.
Played Mario & Sonic at the Olympic games.
Didn't know it was quite nice(:

Jason & Louis were competing in table tennis.
And it lasted for over 2 hours.
Because Jason kept losing so he keeps restarting.
Yes, i feel like i was watching some real match or so.


OH YEAH, Chinese newspaper wrote that FACEBOOK IS DANGEROUS.
It said that even after deleting your account, they'll still have your informations.
And that they'll take your pictures and crop them and yada yada.

Okayyyy.......

No comment on that.
Anyway, again nothing much so tata!

Track 24

I had the weirdest nightmare ever!!!!!
I dreamt i was about to be assassinated 3 times in one nightmare.
One was a vampire trying to eat me (too much Twilight definitely)
Second, a man put a bomb on my room and lucky i was out when it was bombed.
Third was the man's second attempt. He poured gasoline all over the place.

And i was being very careful about his whereabouts. And one time, i saw this boy, cycling. He was holding a wrapped newspaper, then he took out this flower from it and throw it into the garden. I don't know why, but i've got like those like robotic vision like when you see an object, the computer in your mind suddenly detect and gives its information. Chunted yo. Yeah, and i realize its a bomb!!!

Then i called everyone out of the building.
My dream suddenly changed course and have me, running out the back door, but before i could get out, the bomb exploded, and i was hiding at the laudry place. And a woman, was checking for me with a gun 0.0

And i woke up *thank god* at 9.30am.
I was like scared for nuts!!
I went back to sleep after that, and continue the dream *shit* but different ending, as i was outside searching for someone, that short dream took 3 hours because i woke up at 12.30 shortly:D

I watched Transformers on HBO.
Its the only action, robot movie i ever love watching.
Very nice graphic and Shia Labeouf<3

Steven Spielberg is the man lah come on!
And director Micheal Bay too. Haha
But Steven has produced so many incredible movies, he is the man!!!!!!

Random topic time.
I was having a small debate with my friend

When a guy watches gay porn, he is gay.
So when he watches lesbian porn? IS HE GAY?
Does girls who watches gay porn are lesbians?
How about girls watching lesbian porn?
Are the girls lesbian too?

Gerard Butler was The Phantom of the Opera?
Now i know!!!

Ohhhh ahhhhh.

Mom's collection.
HAHA.
Serious.

Since i'm uber free, i spent like 3 hours looking at a 6 minute youtube video.
I'm advancing my photoshop skill.
The fella who made the video is serious super chunted.
He managed to place a model from a plain background to this super, chunted, awesome one that he made himself.
But he was going too fast and advance that i had to repeat the video.
Deleting the background itself is no simple task.
Yes you can use eraser and BAM done! But noooo, for a more professional looking one, use pen tool or mask. Which was so irritating. I did it but it was too horrendous.

But i learned some tips on soft lighting on faces and it was awesomeeeeeeeeeee.
This picture *points down* is done very well i would say :D
I enhance my eyes and 'did' my brows and make my skin smoother :D
Well, thats what i do mostly but i learn new technique so its good :D
The original picture has flaws here and there, so compare to this, i'm looking purdy (;
Keep the comments to yourself if i'm not pretty kay, let me praise myself. HAHA.

It does look all natural and good right?
Well, not everything is all natural there.
Sze Loon was my tester, when he saw that he was like "WOAH, when was the last time i've seen you?"
And when i showed him my ori and that back and forth all he said was "You're DAMN pro, looks darn natural."
I know i am(;
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!

Dior's Midnight Poison smells AWESOME!


I SWEAR, i wasn't searching for Twilight on youtube. I was just looking up on lullaby. I needed some songs that sounded like a lullaby. Then there was Twilight Hour that seem promising, and when i heard the song i was like oh myyy.

They are the The Mitch Hansen Band! They sing songs based on Twilight the book, and they've got two albums on it now i think. Their songs are kinda hard to get. But hey, with me, i can get it(; Because i can get anything from youtube now :D In fact i download all my songs from youtube. WOOHOO!!(;


One song, called Jacob Black got me laughingg!!!
Okay, i only like a tiny bit of their songs really. The rest is just plain funny to me!!! (x
I think they are trying to get attention from twilight since its such a craze.

Read this,

Holy water, stakes in hearts
Tell me is it even true.
Stupid shiny Volvo owner
I'm so glad to see you here
Its so awesome when I'm with you
I don't ever have to fear

- Number 3

Shes not coming back
La Push has come to shove
And shes through with you
Don't you see
You're just a dog to me?
If you come near her again
I'll eat you, too

- Jacob Black

Track 4

12.12am

I love Muttons to Midnight!!!!!

Gerald was sending me the link in youtube.

It got me laughing till my tummy hurts! I'm blogging early morning, how nice(:
I'm hungry now.
I'll blog later afternoon or evening lah(:
And i am taking my undang test in like a week or two.
I AM SO DRIVING NEXT YEAR(:

I HAD THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE LAST NIGHT!
Okay, maybe not life but shock of this year?

I was trying very hard to sleep and after i did, i heard some pretty loud banging on the roof.
I opened my eyes and found mom was gone, ah, she was banging on my sister's door asking her to get up.
And then my sister end up sleeping with two of us. I was still wondering what the heck was going on?

Then after that, suddenly i heard the same banging again on the roof.
Very loud and after a while it seemed like someone was walking on it.

I WAS TERRIFIED!

But after an hour of so, i finally get to sleep.

*Thank god*

After all the drama about last night, i woke up early and continued downloading the movie.
I beh tahan, wanna watch second time :D

And Nick came by looking all disappointed, well, everything will be alright Nick.
Updated him about my week.

And now i can watching for gazillion times although quality sucks but i get to watched the part where malaysia censorship gruesomely censor THE part that only happened once in that movie!

Okay, i mau tengok youtube first :D

After a video on youtube, me and my sister decided to distract Louis from the DS with watching Teeth.
And certainly it disturbed him.
Me & my sister were Oh my god-ing all the way, its the disgusted oh my god anyway.
And even Louis was like OH MY GOD, JESUS!
It was disgusting, but my sister thinks its a good idea for girls to have vagina denata. Keeps rapist away she said. And i think it keeps guys away too.


I am really confused with Paramore and Renfue.
No doubt the singer sounded like Hayley.
And the whole time i've been listening to Renfue but thought it was Paramore.
Until i was searching for the lyrics only i know.
Can't trust limewire (;

The past is where it needs to be.
Let her play the role of strength and
understanding
With closet doors locked behind the agony of denial

Renfue

Redemption by Renfue
I Caught Myself by Paramore