From Past Me.

Dear future self,

Maybe you'll read this again in a few months, or stumble upon it
in a year because you are bored. OR.

Just in case you are feeling extremely blue in a sudden.
And felt like your years of living is a waste of time,
heres a quick summary of 2102 up till June.

Just so you know, its so far so good :)

My 2-day 20th birthday :)
You had a wonderful lovely time, trust me :)

You had an amazing time in Ipoh this year.
Feels almost complete with all my cousins are back! Truly love love!

You still love the same person for almost 3 years :)

Its been a roller coaster ride, but let me tell you, its worth it.
We've built a strong foundation for our relationship, and that takes
alot of effort, patience and love.
Because for god sakes the guy made a necklace hanger for you. HAHA!

You still keep your precious friends around.
Their existence is vital for your happiness.

Their tales, their stories, their comfort, their laughter, our memories.

Treasure every moment, every smile, every laughter, everytime.

You've learned something new everyday. Doesn't matter

if its about studies or life. You've learned something.

You were given a chance to take lead of a group.

You didn't win but you felt great.

That week long event, you also get a chance to be MC of the day.

And a speaker. And a speaker for another 2 more additional times 0.0

Your fear of public speaking must seriously be gone by now.

You still get to be a kid. You're 20, and you still CAN be a kid.

You just pedal the god damn boat and go. 

You still have you sense of humor. Although sometimes its just you,

but hey! At least you're funny. And cute.

And if you had a terrible day, you still get to come home to them.

The cutest cats in the whole wide world.

Although they might not be as friendly as dog, but you know that they love you.

And their little actions still makes your heart melt.

You were actually paid to take these crazy pictures.

And you found out how important photoshop is. AHAHA.
It was some tiring 3 days, but you had fun. With Yew Wah :)

 

(The above picture is just a mock up not real)

It only took one day for this, and it was a lovely experience :)

You had a make up artist, a wardrobe lined up for you.
Lunch on the table. Yeah. For a moment you felt important :)




I know you always get blue. So hey, instead of feeling blue, why don't you be thankful?

Thankful to the things you have, and things you learned.

Everyone might be luckier than you, prettier, slimmer, richer.

Well there is someone always better than you.
You'll always envy someone, but i know out there someone envies you too ;)


Love what you do. Lose some of that flab!
Stay positive.