Lovesong

Ever since sem started, i've been spending my weekends alone doing work.
Which is a good thing. Because it leaves me with more time finishing my work.
But then its also bad because i spend WAY TOO MUCH time in my room.
I think I've sat here for like 10 hours today.

My gan cheong typography digital media presentation went pretty well i guess.
I redid everything from scratch the night before because i although it felt like i did an okay job, after receiving critiques from fellow classmates, i realize its fugly, so i redid everything. And i liked it much better :)

I think this semester is about pushing boundaries for me.
Doing something i am not used to, or comfortable doing.

Example, as much as i love girly things, i would never ever thought of designing a website that would have alot of contemporary vintage elements inside. Because although i love vintage style, i do not like creating it. I usually create my work in simple minimalism but this time i did it with lotsa swirls & etc. Lol. Fun fun fun.

Oh and my DGM2 assignment, Fly Me To The Moon is pretty fun.
Enjoyed doing the design for it.
Not so sure about the coding.


Currently addicted to Sims Medieval. BIG TIME.
And i finished an entire big quest or wtv you call it. Now i am too lazy to continue D:
Which is good. I need to get back on my feet to do assignments.

I cashed in my first cheque from Nuffnang this week.
Very pleased. Although its not that much but i am pleased.

And lately i've been thinking about my future.
Initially i was thinking of after graduating i would go to work or would do my degree locally.
Because i would get homesick.

But now... I feel like going out to explore.
I'm in need for new culture, new insight, new opinions, new ideas.
And being overseas would be a good idea.

But i don't know if my mom can afford it for me :/
I don't want to burden her so much. She's getting older day by day.
Which means the time with her is getting lesser and lesser.
That day i looked at her face. And saw how fast she aged.
Her face all wrinkled, and lol sagging. Her skin is aging....
When i was young, i looked at her face, it was pretty and still young.
Now when i see her face, it does give a heartache to know that my mom will leave me.
Everyday is a day closer.

Eventhough i refuse to think like that, but the reality is always checking in.


Hey whats with the emo?
Haha. Not sure.
I just still feel dry and tired.
Nights.